Hotochhara..

ajkal tui boro hotocchara.. jokhon ja bolbo thik tar ulto ta korbi..
jokhon boli kal ashish ajj porte jabo.. omni porar shomoy eshe hazir ( jodio mone mone ami shetar jonyo jothesto dhonyobad toke janai)
bari firchi.. amar pichone ekta shundor dekhte chele panjabi pore.. arr chokeh takabo kina tai bhabchi.. omi kotha theke ure eshe jure boshli.. badhyo hoye amay darate holo.. dokaner pashe.. oo berie gelow.. ish amar dekhao holo na
( dekhleo emon ki hoto ke jane.. tao.. tui na parish bote)
shedin sharata bikel tor payer nupur shobar kane bejeche.. shobai shunte shunte bore hoye geche.. toke bole kina chole ja.. ami tor nch dekhechi ... chom chom shobto shune geyechi onek gaan gun gun kore ( linkin park er in the end chilo.. ekta naam na jana band er " ami tomar shhe ekla hote chai") ... tui mind korishni to doer kotha.. plzz korishna..

majhe majhe khub raag hoy tor opor.. keno nahoy nai bollam.. iccha kore dhroe koshai duto chor.. birokto kore tulish amay majhe majhe .. but tui nah thakleo chole na..
your frangnance fills me with sorrow.. the rythmic melody makes me sad depressed... but i love it. and i love you.

drainer jole dhopash dhopash shobto.. tui proe jacchis majhe majhei.. golir mukhe jekhane ekgada jol jome.. cycle rickshawr pahnch phanch.. shekhaneo tui achis.. shob jaigai nak na golale chole na nare?.. kodin paa pichle alur dom hobi.. tarpor toke dkehteo pabo na r...

Bristi tui ajkal eto hotocchara keno re?

holei baa hotocchara ami tao je toke khub bhalobashi!

amay chere jash ne...

Mother

Don’t leave me alone, not another night

Don’t disperse amidst the world outside

Don’t crown urself in the throne of the filth

Mother, don’t suicide just for wealth

And in their eyes the nasty glance

And those cruel hounds seeking for prey

On your innocent lips their filthy eyes dance

Mother, why don’t you run away?

I know, how you cry

As you put that fake smile upon your face

I know, how you lie

As you say you love disgrace

I know how you sigh

As you see my dreams come true

I know how you try

And you try again, to break through

and fianlly, away from me, away you go

to place where the roads cannot follow

And I try to clutch your hand

But In the glowing room alone do I stand

a thousand words i wish to speak

bursting inside, in a furious moan

everything is black, everything is bleak

the grief is bringing me down...

And my blood spills, my veins strain,

And my eyes tend to close to see The justice

Burning in the fire of anguish and pain

last words you said “forget me, in that is bliss”

Oh yes! Untouchable, she was, to the world of sanes

The world that had made her the deadly cocaine

But once mother, once I wish you would have seen

That You were always mygoddess divine

shei...

shei sur... shei banshiwala
ami shutne chai shei odbhoot behsuro shur ...
shei bashiwala take dkehbo je age roj pothe pothe ghurto..
r shei shomoy jokhon ronbindronath choto chilo ba jokhon thakuma ra jeto skoole
tokhon shei khelnawalai chilo tader shahrukh khan
ami dkehte chai shei banshiwalatake..
jar bashi shune preme poreche koto namnajana pakhi
dupur bela.. she jokhon ghonta nere, kadhe bag dulie astoo
chaad theke upor hoye dekhto shobaai..
r khelar sheshe.. shondhyar lonthon jokhon ghore ghore joleche
shei alote ek odrissyo chayamanush hoyee milie jeto golir sheshe
shei banshiwala... shei shei tomader dupurer pothik ke ami dekhte chai
je ajo pothe pothe ghore kadhe bag jhulie, hathe tar ekhono shei purano bashi
shei purono shure kolkata r bhaase na keno boloto/?
buser aawaz e tar ghonta r ajkal shona jaina....
she ajo hoyto pothe ghore.... pothe ghore ,nijer mukh lokabar jonyo...
kono ek south cityr arale

a thousand

a thousand roads to overcome....
a thousand cliffs to explore
a thousand mountains to feet upon
and then success shall roar.

thousand miles to go
before i can sleep
thousand tears to sow
to find joy, in the deep

a thousand sleep less nights
a thousand hold on tights
a thousand hardship fights
a and a thousand love bites.

a thousand loyalties to break
before u call it betray
a thousands lifes to stake
before death comes your way

a thousand kisses of mom
a thousand deaths of the dome
a thousand tears to shed
and a thousand pictures shall fade

a thousand year old thee
and a thousand year old me
let it always , liek this be
a thousand, only a thousand, i shall see..

The Beatles

I first caught up with the name of " the beatles" in my G.K book when i was probably in the 2nd or 3rd grade...

according to me , they were then : unimpressive, sleepy , old-fashioned and did not create a stir in the heart... ( i think thats what i listen to music for)

on 6th grade i got a pc in my place... and one of ma bro's uploaded this hell lotta songs of santana, beatles, julio iglesias, enigma, deep forest, don manclean, deff leopard , john lennon, bob dylan, gypsy king............ and a lot more.

I was pretty bored the 2nd day i checked them out.. and that folder remained unopened for about 12 months.. or more,.. no its probably 2 years...

I prepared my tatses for greendya nirvana lp.. and the modern rockers that prevailed then...

when i wa sin 8th grade.. I felt that i donno the basics of english music.. to be a true fan .....

several days passed... once while i was going thru the comp just liek dat.. i checked out that folder.. and one sudden day i started listening the beatles...

It was a form of blue music.. and the rhythm was very nice and cheerful indeed.. a different tune, a different melody, something to sing along... something just old fahsioned yet it is damn rocking...

and now a day would not pass when i wont tune into beatles, specially, and check them out.. exploring varieties day by day..

however, i still dont like the doors..i think my tastes r yet to change,...

I am running

Life has never been so busy before...

hanging out, laying back, leisure... i seek them nowadyas,

i used to avoid them before...

is it supposed to go this way.. is it supposed to get boring day by day.. no mysteries to be unveiled?...no more stories to be written?.. the old routine is to be followed?

and the old question is to be asked... how long?

last time i asked it.. i was bored of free time and leisure..

now i'm kind of tired and out of track...

Innocent Pearl

Pearl is seeked from beneath the oceans , they lay hidden in those tiny shells. and the pearl divers dive in to get such shells risking their lives...

I remember reading the story about pearl diver when i was in 6th grade. I was never too impressed by the story.. how can a study book actually impress a "STUDENT" .. thats quite not possible.

In those days life was an innocent pearl. Life is a pearl tooo now, but not innocent anymore. you must b wondering why am i calling my life a pearl..a pearl lays hidden in those unexplored ground of the mighty oceans..
1.Pearl= unexplored ( unless its found) = life
2.Pearl : Its a strong thing and can't b broken easily = life : cant b destrroyed easily .. , unless u .desire....and it is pretty strong
3.Pearl : though its a sea creature production but is misused by humans = life : though its a god or superhuman or maybe produced by others , is misused by us....
4. pearl : loses her beauty as soon as we inculcate it = life : loses her innocence as we grow older
5. Pearl: If it remians unexplored it gradually gets destroyed int he shell and if its explored it dies of misuse = life: doenst it too get destroyed, sooner or later? unexplored or explored

maybe there r so mnay other things that life can b compared too.. howeva nothign comes to my mind apart from pearl.. and as i was reading something about tears i remember
when the angels cry their tears turn into pearls...
and as this human cries her tears turn into the suffocation that gradually kills.. gradually destroys, ruins euphoria...... I wish my tears too would come out like pearls and shed off the pain.. but it just refuses to abide by my desires.. now. The tears remain invisible.. and that fake smile reigns upon the face.

I wish i were the innocent pearl, that neevr loses her smile.. but its pretty impossible.. = life.