An Apology

Last night, I was over rude to you
oh yes! I was and I just intended to be
I think, I was thinking wrong
but thinking wrong felt so right to me.

I know, I might have caused you a sore
but late at night, when i laid
in my pillow, i was feeling like a bore
I had so many things unheard, unsaid.

And my eyes were veiled with ego
I pretended not to see your tears
And my mind was so comfortably numb
That your screaming emotions i couldn't hear.

staring bleak, wasting the hours
getting filled up with anger and pain
As I realize with my selfish attitude
For you and for me, frustration did I gain.

Now, i feel like a total jerk
screwing up myself, losing good time
So, i think It's time for an apology
Before I lose my poem's rhyme.

P.s : I am sorry for all that stupid things,
But i guess, that's just me.. :)